October

 

This is the same path

we were on yesterday

it has shrunk

you feel bad when

things that lead to magic

and all of the 

total strangers

put a lot of trust in 

think about captivity

speak in a whisper

 

Crises coming on

the x of y

feels like a paywall

feeling mad embodied 

very little ambiguity

 

Time for mourning

The first and last thing

I see every single day
Morning

poor, like

really, poor,

Images,

 

I spent today staring at screens and 

I’m gonna do it again tommorow

Order

 

Still videos and actual stills

Of course she’s rich as fuck

Tired eyes looking out bus windows

20 year olds looking like Goldman SVPs

 

I took my first break from social media

and came back confused about

its landscape its characters its logic

 

Friend tells me how much she hates when

upper-middle class people dress and act

like they’re working class

 

The son of my mother and father

 

Stared using voice messages a lot

Knowing your best side and dimensions

I am cold and hungry and writing today

I do not want to think about money today 

 

Guy who says ‘I just want you to know

I really love and appreciate you’ daily to all

his friends and tells everyone that he does

 

Email from the site you just unsubscribed from

letting you know that you’ve unsubscribed

 

Heaps of freshly cut onions on the 

sidewalk doing me like this

 

Chugging chamomile tea

charles de agustin

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